hesitating

do you really love me?

if you do please tell me

please make me feel

thousands words i must tell

but preffered to be unsaid

hesitating, doubth, worry, anxoius i feel

our foundation is not that strong

your miles away from me

how could you leave me here

no assurace, just your word, aint enough

im not good with words it must be better left unsaid

your hurting me...deeply... i dont know why or how

but thats what i feel.....

if you dont love me, please let me know...

i must know....i should

exhausted

this past 2 weeks is really stressing for me eventhough we had a long vacation in school because of the typhoons, i had to finish sewing the hairnet and facemask because we badly needed a money:( thats why last tuesday im really stressed i felt my whole body is aching especially the lower part of my body urgh! the bridge near our school is under construction thats why even if my feet are aching i had to walk a few miles and its really hard to get a jeep last tuesday i came home quite late and luckly my lil brother massage my feet,

yesteray i thought we will report on operations management luckily it is postponed because are run out of time thats why just discussed the case study thyat we had yesterday in prodman dr ambas really stressd me out grrrrr!

i'm back

i did not blog here for quite a long time my reason is this, i posted my blog account here in friendster i am not aware that friendster will e-mail it to some of my friends, and one of those who received that e-mail is my boyfriend we chatted that night after the class he told me that there is wrong with my grammar grrrr my first reaction is that i got mad at him but im not supposed to because it was my fault and he is just concern i almost cried at that moment because of embarrasement i told my self that i wont blog here anymore but i cannot resist it besides i just knew about draft that my blog wil be private and cannot be viewed by other people? i guess?? anway i really want to post blogs for me to practice my grammar for me to be able to be excellent in english no matter what! period hehhe