im back!^_^

3 yrs and five months old na ang anak ko! hehehhe last post ko 5 months plang sya! ok naman kami yung wish ko nga lang makapag work ndi natupad... nag business pero hindi nag prosper ^_^ naka smile hindi dahil sa nalugi me it's because i might not have everything that i want right now but in God's time i will! focus muna sa family and pag tatapos ng mga kapatid ko^_^ and mag ipon muna... nung nag start kasi ako mag business hindi ako focus but sa susunod na business ko mas magiging hands on na ako...and hoping na dahil sa nakatapos na ang isa kung kapatid hindi ko na magagamit ang puhunan  ko sa business para pang tuition and allowance ng kapatid ko or pambigay sa pangangailangan ng mga magulang ko....

housewife

today is my son's 5th month

i am staying at home busy taking care of our son

i can say that being a housewife ...a full time mom is a very difficult??um naaaaah!! um hard? challenging?

i dunno! but whenever i see my son developing nicely and healthy it's all worth it! ganun!

i just want my son and my husband to be healthy and safe ganun pla un! i never thought na mag mamahal ako

ng ganito sa iba bukod sa family ko.... i just love them so much!!!!

anyway mag kakabusiness na rin kami i-pray na mag prosper para matulungann ko husband ko financially!

at mag ka work naman ako na ako ang manedyer!^_^

do what makes you happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im wasted!

exhausted!

piece of shit!

crap!

nonsense

dumb!

i am nothing!

who? me?

whoever?

blah!

nobody cares!

let go!

hello world^_^

february 08,2009 my husband and I went to the hospital
my OB-GYN need to see if i dilated already
but i did not so she decided to induce me on that same day
we went back first to the house because i haven't take a bath and also take the things that I and the baby need if the baby will arrived on that same day or the next day
the doctor advised me not to eat because i will be induce she said i might vomit and it will go to my lungs if i will eat...

around 1pm we went back to the hospital we went directly to the emergency room
but they asked us to wait outside
we waited a bit longer so i told my husband to go inside the E.R and ask the nurse if they can already assist us because the doctor is waiting for us
so they started it by interviewing me and my husband
after that the nurse started to take my blood pressure
then they put dextrose on me but before they inserted it i asked them how painful is it?
actually every injection every needle that they want to inject i ask them how painful it is and telling them please be very very carefull!!!!!!!!!
after the dextrose i had skin test and THAT WAS REALLY PAINFUL!

they sit me on a wheel chair
we went to the second floor my husband and i were both shocked pero sa akin shocked and scared kasi dinadala nila ako sa delivery room/operating room!
nung pag pasok ko talang sinabi ko na hindi pa ako manganganak ini induced palang ako! then they said yes mam we know we will monitor you here and have the fetal monitoring for your baby

then they asked me to take off my clothes even my under garments then pinalitan nila ng ewan ko kung anu tawag dun basta damit sa hospital then pinahiga nila me sa kama at kinabit yung mga strap at ikinabit sa isang fetal monitor

to be continued...........gising na angel ko

3 weeks to go! our angel is coming soon!

yes 3 weeks um more or less this angel inside my tummy is ready to take his first breath
but because its our first baby they said that first baby is usually 2 days or 2 weeks late
actually everyday ko na sya napapanaginipan eh^_^ EXCITED! na ako
i want to see na kung nu itsura ng nabuo namin hehehe maputi kaya ito
o kakulay ko? hehehehe um kanino kya sya mas kamukha? sa akin o sa daddy nya?
pero bka mas kamukha ng tatay kasi ewan ko ngayong buntis me mas madalas
gusto ko tinitigan ang asawa ko ngayon kesa nung hindi me buntis eh ^_^

pag nag papacheck up ako naiingit ako dun sa may mga hawak na new born babies sana may ganun
na rin me na hawak heeheh tska excited na rin me pumayat ulit ^_^

worried pa rin me manganak iniiisip ko kung ganu ba kasakit pero hindi na gaano,
ang concern ko nalang mailabas ko sya ng maayos yung hindi kami pareho nahihirapan
ito talaga ang essence of a woman harharhar!

A message from God

COPY KO ITO SA ISANG MULTIPLY BLOG KO KASI HINDI KO NA MA OPEN LA LANG ^_^"


No man will ever claim you unless He claims you from Me , for I reserved a man for you who has my

heart & loves me even more than he will for you, for i won't give you unless he ask you from me.

He's asleep; don't wake him he's busy for me My kingdom, soon you will know him, but i have the

perfect time,your my PRINCESS, My daughter, let no other prince claim you unless he ask you from my

hand for I am your Father the KING of kings, YOU my princess is worth loving for.......

senend yan sken ni faye ganda ng message db?! hehehheh paulit ulit ko binasa yan at na realize ko na may pag kakamali me ginawa hindi ko sya sinu2nod heheheh pero hindi namn ako nag sisi I love him eh CAS week nagun dapat hindi na mag turo yung dalawa kong prof para maaga me makuwi at makpag side line sa garment

Rules for a happy love affair :

The 10 commandments of love
galing ito sa prof ko nun sa FCL^_^

• never both be angry at the same time.

• never yell at each other unless the relationship is on fire.

• if one of you has to win an argument let it be your love.

• never bring up the mistakes of the past

• if you love to critisize do it lovingly.

• neglect the world rather than each other.

• at least once everyday try to say one kind of complimentary thing to your love one.

• when you have done something wrong be ready to admit and ask for forgiveness.

• never go home with an argument unsetteled.

• always have love, care and understanding everyday of the year.