dead end....and God is the only way we know

this will be our way to everthing1

christmas rush...

i went shopping with my mom and ate rosa today todo bihis ako kasi nga gusto ko sa mall or sa pavillion man lang ako mamili but they both want na sa market nalang kya ayun dun nalng kami pumunta,

sabi ni mama sken nung umaga gift ko daw blouse kahit daw sa ukay ukay hheehhe ang balak ko sa pav ko sila lahat bilhan ng gift kahit na 1K lang datung ko kahit mga small items lang ba? eh nandun kasi kami kya ayun nag hanap kaagd ng ukay ukay si mama heheh pero pag nagka money me ulit before new year bilhan ko sila ni papa ng bago^_^

i also bought a pair of pants for myself dun sa suki ni mama pero balak ko ibalik kasi masyadong low waist kita na ang pwet ko....pati scrabble bumili din ako gusto ni gagay raketa pero hindi ko namn gusto yung mga outdoor game tska mas mura hehehehe....

namalengke kami ng ulam tapos nung bumibili kami ng tilapia may bata nag titinda ng petchay hehehehe cute nung bata galing din ng marketing strategy nung mga magulang nun noh heheheh lam nang marami na ang pasko para sa mga bata kung cute na bata nga naman mag titinda kahit hindi kailangan yung petchay (tulad ko) eh bibili heheheheh.......

nag tatanong b.f ko kung bakit daw ako nagalit .....eh feeling ko binabalewala nya ako? hmft ayaw ko sabihin sasabihin nanaman nun mababaw>: c

spread ur wings and fly...butterfly...

i went to school today though i know have no class coz i already know yesterday that our prof in Law 4 is out of town, i have to get a money to pay for the printing of shirts which i haven't paid yet urgh that shirt is really giving me a hard time :( thats my problem now huuhuh i am making A business but no profit..... im too kind for this!anyway we learn from our mistakes...right? i hope i already did coz this wasn't the first time that i got no profit duh! anyway it wasn't that bad at all it also helped me and my family with that shirt.

..my sweatheart will be leaving singapore today he'll be going to italy wow! hehehe he is really sosyal:) na i hope i could go there too, that is one of my dream destination to be, anyway im happy for my future hubby hehehehhe :) :P no objections! im proud of him! my God will continue to bless our love....Amen

i hope my family and i will get through this problem again i am now wishing for the time that we will no longer have problem with money and all.... peace of mind is really hard to find huh? hayyy... i cant wait for the time that i can say this word to my parents"ma' pa' hindi na ninyo pa kailangan mag trabaho" hayyyy thats my wish to make them both happy and they can sleep with no worries for tomorrow when they will going to get my tuition,allowance,our food...God help this two good people that you gave to take care of me.....

hindrances is making me wanting you more!

i just got my nbi today i prayed so hard when i was waitng it hoping that i dont have the same name, i also enrolled today but i havent paid yet, tomorrow will be our medical examination hoping everthing will be just fine, i am no longer about my passport si lord na ang bahala wala na akjong magawa eh:) godbless us!

November NO MORE MONTHSARIES!

hindi ko maiisip na nakalimutan nya ang monthsari namin galit ako sumisikip dibdib ko kasi kung nakakalimutan nya ang mga ganun kaliit na bagy panu pa kaya ako???????? kya simual nagyon wla ng ganun...PERIOD!

surrender everything to God!

I was about to loose hope today because this is the day that we should submit our requirements for OJT in singapore and i havent even have my NBI clearance i took the letter of the agency from the bible i inserted it their asking for Gods guidance, but i am ashamed that i lost my faith just like that :(, Riza texted me and said that ate luisa advised us to call the agency and tell them the status of our passport it took me a lot of time before i send my text message before that i was trying to call the agency but their line was unavaliable thats when i decided just to text them even if it is quite unformal no choice because i got no enough money to call them, before i opened their reply i really prayed for a good response and God did not failed me they said that we can submit our requirements on nov.12 THANKS TO GOD:)

is it already sem break????????

this month of october was very toxic for me, last oct 4 i had my interview for my ojt in singapore luckily i passed the first interview but we have no employer yet, but they are already requiring us to process our passport not later that oct 31,we had our defense yesterday me and my groupmates think we did great we hope the panel think so too, because we are aiming to get the best in feasibility study so that i can put something in my resume as an achivement in college, of course we also had our final exam this month, today i did not went to nbi because i do not have money for the processing and i helped my mom finishing ang packaging her deliveries, i slept after i helped my mom i dream of a travelling bag i hope i could really go to singapore to help my parents and to support my brother next year with thier schooling and ofcourse to see my beloved boyfriend hihihihihih oohhh! i almost forgot i also attended a 4 days seminar a leadership traning seminar in calaca batngas! the seminar was really stressing and tiring but we had alot of fun:)..........wait for me singapore here i come heheheheheheeh!