Tuesday, July 15, 2008

never dare me....coz i will never do it.......siao



I'm on my way to our dorm when suddenly i saw this Internet cafe that i have been looking for since last Sunday night, so i decided to come and blog what had happened to me today, why does Nora scares me about my evaluation report?? does she think my life depends on that fucking evaluation??????????why she always mention that to me?? i never liked her and i know she also don't like me but i worked with her as a professional even though i don't really like her or any of them!!!!!people might think there is something wrong with me because i don't get well with them.... but i am a kind of a person that if somebody do good things to me i will do ten times more to them... OK fine there maybe something wrong with me but i know they made me like that....
this training sucks! i tried to enjoy it but i did not?? i thought this training would boost my self confidence because wow I'm one of the few who is chosen to be here and have international training! but instead it lowers my self esteem sometimes i fell like they treat me like their maid though????? i did not study for 4 years just to be like that! i hate it when they act smart and they know everything when i make mistakes.... i am not working with normal people i hope time will run much faster because i cant stand them anymore......

i don't want to leave my boyfriend here but i am not happy with what i am doing here.......

God please.....