i beggining to loose my patience

im blogging here in the librarry they said that e-mail,chatting,friendster,typing are prohibited but hey did not say blogging is not allowed hheheheeh,
yesterday mam cabalsa asked usto join the ojt in singapore and i will heheeeheheh.....

freedom from stress

we had our picture taking today for the graduation i did not prepared that much for the picture taking i hope i will not look stress on our year book pic but some said its not yet for the yearbook pic its only for the alumni card i hope that was true :)

i am not feeling well today i ahave a running nose it gives me headache urgh! and fever...my mom asked me if she can borrow the money that my bf wil sent to me for the sewing machine because mam rose borrowed her money so she cannot buy the materials for the smock gown which we will supposed to deliver this friday...but i know wilmer will not yet remit the money this week he is waiting for me to open first a bank account:( kya ayun sana makabayad bukas si mam rose kahit half kasi partial palang naman ang hinihingi kay mama para walang prob

i saw my grades yesteraday hehhehh my grades went down .2 from 87.5 to 87.3 i have to study hard this final but im feeling lazy i have to have a grade of 90 or at least 89... God help me:)

when dreams come true.....

we will have our year book picture taking tomorrow im worried that my pics will look bad like my other yearbook pics when i was in elementary and high school i hope this time the shoot will be good and can make me look beautiful though im not that ugly im not just a photogenic :(

i hope my mom can give me tonight a money for my new phone i hope i could buy one that is really nice and yet cheap :)

my boyfriend asked me to put up our business we decided to buy a sewing machine and rent it to sewers who do not have a sewing machine i hope our business will be sucessful and we can make or put up another business that is really profit generating:)

money..money..money..what a problem

this whole week was very stressing for me, nakuha ko ang contract ng college t-shirt ng college of business.. ang aarte pa naman ng mga taga business kaya ayun bago na distribute ang shirt mga 3 nights siguro ako hindi nakatulog grrr until now they are still stressing me out some of them are not yet paid so i still dont know if i have gain profit from that damn shirt! i hope next week all of them will pay....si jack na naunang nag bayad wala pa rin shirt kasi sa iba binigay ni thesa yung shirt na para jack..bibili pa ako nun pati yung kay jong tsk kainis talga!

today we have watched the variety show prepared by the faculties of different department its kinda nice though but watching those old people dance is really funny and quite hilarious it ended at 40'clock i came here after rosalie and i departed

i am now chatting with love of my life :)(wilmer) hihihih i miss him so much....

wala akong academic achivements....so what?!

wala man lang akong academic ahivements kanina habang nag ttype kami salib ng application form for graduation blangko yung part na yun sana maging best in feasib nalng kami para kahit panu i did something nice in college, wala man lang akong maipag malaki nu ba yun hmft!anyway importante ba talga yun kaya nga sa seminar nalng ako bumabawi eh,

hindi kami nag klase sa survlit ngayon nag pa saetwork lang sya at nag distribute ng test paper grrrr 73 lang ako, essay yun bakit may zero dun! diba pag essay opinion na rin?????? bakit may malaiking ekis dun sa exam ko yun gusto ko sana itanong sa prof ko, nakakainis na ang bumungad sa akin na exam eh bagsak, nu ba tlaga ang pag aaral pana panahon ba yan,is it base on luck, in born or base on your perseverance and work hard for you to attain your aim grade?? sometimes i study hard and yet i still got a low grade im not really born to be a smart person i am just trying hard.....

today is 09-08-07 birthday of mama mary melanie and I will vist the manaog and i will make a wish to her, kasi si mama may bukol sa dibdib sa abndang itaas:(
san gumaling na ang mama ko at mag tuloy tuloy yung gawa naminpara hindi na kami magutom:) ehehehehhe minsan pag walang gawa tiis talag akmi s ahindi masarap na food eh

niyaya nga pla ako ng pare ko na mag business kami ayun gusto ko sana sabihin sa kanya na mag invest sa amin aksi kulng kami sa puhuna pero nahihiya lang ako hehhehe
sana yung tshirt ko maganda yung pag kaka print magustuhan nial para namn walang prob at smooth ang lahat.

i am now a graduating student...i wish

last tuesday my classmate told me to get an application form for the graduation at the deans office i told her that i think the office was already close, but when she left i went to the deans office myself just trying if the office i still open and luckily it was so took an application form and read it immediately i notice that one of the requirements is the transcript of records grrr i havent get it from my previous school because i still have a balance thier of 9 thousand, hhmmmmmm,,,,, thats why am not still submitting the form because i am worrid that they might notice that i still havent got my TRO, but today i also got the yearbook form, kuya alex and i were talking about achivement because i dont have one? ......do you think that is really necessary for me to get a descent and good a job?

2 and 8 months

monthsarry namin ni wilmer ngayon hindi man lang nya naalala! pusta ko hindi! bwisit pakasal na sya sa trabaho nya, tapos ddramahan pa ako na hind daw mahirap yung gingawa nya excuse ba yun???! bakt kaya ako nadadalian sa amin! nakakainis tlaga hindi ko sya kakausapin ngayon pag nag aaway kami ako nalng lagi ang mali hindi nko naging tama sa kanya napapabaliktad nya ang mga pangyayari! at ito pa ako pa ang nag sorry! ang isa pang kinakasam ng loob ko hindi man lang nag text kagabi! at hindi din nag log in halatng aywa pa istorbo pusta ko kung may cahnce na papapipiliin sya between his work and me work nya pipiliin nya! hindi ko namn sinasabi na wag nya intindihin yung work nya pero alm mo yun tlagang nakakapag selos kasi super duper focus sya sa mga ganung tao dapat hindi na nag gf! kasi ang relationshi[p kailangan ng TIME!!!!!!!! db! siguro sa mga priority nya sa buhay ako ang pinaka huli...huling huli sa pinaka huli......haaayyyy bakit kya sya ganun parang manhid! hindi ko ma paliwanagan kasi mas nanalo sya dun kya ako ang lumalabas na parating mali s aamin dalawa at ako namn itong si tanga ok lang ng ok